Friday nights are always the same in this town. I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down. So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away, and I'll hope that Saturday will be the day when everything feels okay.
In life it’s pretty obvious what every single human being wants. It’s to love & be loved in return. Rather you’re the cold hearted human being,the loner,the weirdo,the idiot,the fake. You’re all human. You’re all waiting to be loved. TO be showed that for once something in your life can be complete and can last. Just something that you know for once is there. Standing still with you for a little bit. When everything else seems to be spinning so fast. Things might not last forever. But the days can grow and give you belief that it was an eternity. That the stars aligned in all the right places. & that your life wasn’t as meaningless as you felt. But the truth is your life can be more than a boy or a girl. It can be a battle that you’ve faced. conquered and palmed. Won. Or that feeling that you get when you’re up in the air on one of those really high rides. the way your eyes feel like they are literally in the back of your head because they really couldn’t go anywhere else but you feel as if you’re seeing everything. Or the way your stomach flips and turns but is completely back to normal as soon as you hit bottom. It’s just that feeling that you could lose yourself in something good or bad, but always make it out.. <33 I don’t know guys. Guess i’m just rambling tonight. Trying to make sense of everything going on in my head :3